HmMMM~

it has been a very long time since i last blogged ya...today...i also dunno wad wrong with me la...nothing to do..very bored so i have decided to blog on my life~ i am feeling very down nowadays. I am not realli sure why im feeling this way, things has not been going the way i want, theres family problems, friendship problems along the way, people around me~~ aiya alot alot la...

hahah..alot of things happened in this uh....around how many months it has been~ hmm...i think 6 months plus le ba or more...i dun realli remember actually...since i last posted..anyway my da other blog site, i forgot my password la u see thts why i didnt update n im lazy to la..hahahahaha :P

anyway...lets see wad had happened these few months ya...i going to browse through my photos in my current lappie..hahah... hehehe...

lets start with da past then..things i have missed this few months...they are afterall my memories u see...hahaha...painful ones, hurting ones, happy aiya..wadever la..hahahaha....haiz

yes~~ this is my house by da way..the one in indonesia

my daddy giving me my ang paos~~ asking me to PLEASE GROW UP!

yes...me with my contacts...although i dun wear them anymore..cause...uh...lazy n it wastes alot of my time cause i always took so long just to wear them

n theres my cousin...

my family:D

:D

my cousins~~ cute arent they




n thts my sister~ with my uh..relative?

n theres my daddy~ hahahaha

thts wad happen during my new year this year~~ n by the way if im not wrong, i actually took those photos to show my current gf at tht time..hahahaha...i wanted so show her my family bla bla bla....n i thought she would last long with me..haiz..thts da past nyway..hahahaha....yes.. i still miss her but things arent da samea nymore...shes quite a fun loving person afterall just tht..uh...i shant mention...hmm....ya~ nyway...talking abt her...hahaha...alot of things happen also when i was together with her, BRENDA ONG~ hahaha... i still live with my best fren tht time..cause i was working during da holiday u see~ thts how i get to know brenda n thts y i wanted to get together with her cause she lives near my frens house! hahahahaha -.-

lets see wad photos i had for her...

hmmm...the time i spend with her...sumtimes happy sumtimes sad..hahaha..we got da same phone.. i still remember tht time uhm....i live at my best fren house chester,,,uh ya.. we slept together.. we had fun, we quarrel.. we...did alot of things..hahahahaha...but uhm things have not been well between me n him anymore n i wonder if hes still my best fren..haiz...

this was taken during her bdae...ya..she wanted sushi so i bring her to sakae sushi for lunch~ hahaha

blogging was indead a tiring thing to do...wow...i am feeling dizzy already with da photos ! there r too MANY OF THEM!!! ARGH!!! but never mind..i shall be patient..hahaha...instead of feeling emo, i feel more frustrated right now..hahaha..dun realli feel like continueing this blog actually but i must presevere!!! hahahaha...-.- oh ya..da photo above..taken while uh.....we got nothing to do...n so we did sum stupid faces -.-


in da train with her~

while on da way to watch disney on ice~ with chester n his gf xinyi~~

uh...after finish our singing at da kampong chai chee karaoke thing or sumthing -.- hahaa

uhm...disney on ice... damn stupid n boring.~ for kids onli la~ seriously -.- sumhow regretted going~ khim they all was there also anyway..

uh..after the show we went...uh...im not realli sure where we went..hahaha..they very sweet hor...my best fren n his gf.. damn jealous sia!!!!!

uh in da cab with her

yes~ i know she got nice eyes~~ walau er..damn jealous so lor~ cause my eyes is so damn small -.-

gan siew~~ar~~~ at 85 market having dinner

hahaha..theres were times when welsonn came over to chester house to stay~ hahaha...we slept together...n thts uh...is tht chester or welsonn.hahahaha

hmm.. yes! we played alot of mahjong games during da holiday also..hahaha...if im not wrong..i didnt lose realli much la~

me..i joined da motorcross thing for da mediacorp..had lots of fun yea~ although during da actualy competition i lost~ :(

this are da motorbikes

hmmm...a lunch with papa mama brenda n chester..my mother was not realli happy with my gf at tht time actually..ya...aiya..she was never happy with me having gf la.hahahaha...cause da gf i have are always so....SPECIAL~~ hahahaha

haha at da factory~playing with gummy candies...

thts actually our first date together..haha:D

hahah playing with undies~ -.-



hmmm....hahaha...chester in purple.welsonn in white.gansiew in black, n marcus in brown..playing the mahjong game very seriously~

bak chor meE!!!! long time since i had mine! shit lor..i dun care i must have at least one bowl this week...although i have been rotting at home these few days~

hahaha..thts welsonn sleeping

new year time! at da factory where i am working~ hahahaha...its not easy to work there though....cause...me n chester r always so playful tht we slept very late during da night n we had to go to work early in da morning...so most of the time we were actually half concious when we r doing our work..hahahahaha...we even hallucinate~! but it was indeed fun working with a fren along:D

hahah had our meal at da marina bay~ not nice lor seriously..-.- i still prefer tian tian huoguo~ hahah....but we had fun with frens so..ya..its still worth it..



hmmm....if im not wrong...da day when i took this photo..me n chester r already not tht close already...we quarrelled b4 tht ..n seems tht things wont be da same anymore:(

da presents i gave brenda for our one months anniversary:D

i performed at tjc~ n then i saw sum of my frens there...hahaa

hahah.. see my frens having fun at this..uh..kiddy or dunno wad playground~

hhmmm....ya.....during da holidays after my o lvl alot of things happened~
friends, separated...sum went to sp...sum went to np n mostly r in tp...ME? i got into NYP...i cant blame anyone but myself for being childish all this time...didnt study la! aiyo...haiz..i shant sae anymore...hahaha...
during the holidays....i break with my 2nd gf n got myself a new gf, brenda. the time i spend with her was indeed memorable...it was fun.....but in the end...ya..we broke up...shes actually da first gf i spent most of my time with la...cause it was during da holiday ma~ so ya..can spend more time with her..`she was uh...actually da gf i loved da most also la.hahaha..ya...she made me cried alot actually..although i didnt tell her la! hmm...we r together for around one month. ya~ thts abt it , sae no more..its da past~

then , after da holiday...i think i lost my best fren, i know im in da wrong n i didnt actually talked to him abt it.. i always chose to run away from things which i usually do..i realli regretted it until this day but i dun think i can realli salvage this relationship anymore la..but honestly...i realli love this best fren of mine la..hahaha IM NOT GAY OR SUMTHING! but...ya..its da mutual kind u know...i cant sae its like...love would be a better word i think..
since then, it has been hard for me even to face him straight on his face la. haha...i read his blog. its realli saddening la...for him to sae all tht, but i cant realli blame him la...after i got into my new school, NYP. alot of things has been different la..summore i have moved to yishun, so i cant realli contact my east side frens anymore..far~ so theres a gap between us anymore la...its quite sad la...
hmmm...i realli hope tht things would be da same but its hard u see...i know~ ya...so ya~ hmmm..i realli had alot of fun memories during my secondary school with my frens. although i cant realli spend time with them anymore, i will never forget them la...haha...i will try my best to meet them more often lor..contact them....hahaha...aiya~ hahaha...so thts abt it la..things tht happen...actually there r alot le..but if i talked abt them all..wa...super long i tell u..this blog..oops! its 12.53 already...-.- haaha...hmm...i shall stop this post...n da next post shall be animals!-.- hahaha joking...