SUPERSTAR ....big f*** AR~

hahahaha...okok...thts a dumb topic...i just woke up actually...been sleeping damn late nowadays.for example yesterday..i sleep in da morning..haha..actually i am energetic when i woke up just to blog but...after uploading those photos, wabiang er.. i feel damn shagged again..seriously there r too many~ walau er...i very tanxin..but nvm :D haahahaha...i also got nothing to do -.- okok...
anyway, wad i am going to post is abt da superstar me..-.- or shuld i sae superstar contestant..ahaha....i am going to post photos of me last year until this year...da changes...n uh..ya...da next batch is out currently, so WE ARE OUT ALREADY!! HAHAHAHA -.-
yes yes....so ya..those memories n experiences i had during da competition r very dear to me..da frens i made n everything la...okok...

hahaha...from da very start of da first round! where i sing "ai ni deng yu ai zi ji" haha:D
thts a realli uh...scary experience lor...i was trembling..but i did quite well anyway.

then comes to da 2nd round~~ tht da photo of me n da champion of css 1

hahaha...my youngest sister..ya..thts da mediacorp biggest studio..it actually looks alot smaller than wad u see on tv..camera effects~

hahaha...this one..i shall not mention~~

look at how skinny is zhiyang last time!! OMG!!! u will see da change later on..see da photos! below! hahahahaha

yes~ thts yuyang n zhiyang~ hahahaha...wearing yinwei n my glasses

dean n yinwei..hahaha...my private collection ok!

n then comes to me! wa..look at my hair~~ "ne ne ne ne ji de shuo ai wo~" still remember? hahahaha.. i forgot my lyrics tht round n was mumbling la..wabiang er..cause i keep concentrating on my dance steps! ok! im not fated to dance! hahahaha

then comes to da last round of my competition..julia~ hahaha....i was out tht night...sadly..but...its a nice experience though..:Dyea...i out TWO times! in da whole competition -.-

hahahaha...loook at da PPLLLLLLLLL~~~~~~~~


hmmm.....thts my revival~ da most unforgetable performance among all of my performances~ haha i did better than i thought ..i got in...cause of a hug~ guess from hu? hahahahahaha....n then still OUT again in the end..hahaha....

hahaha...my frens n teacher n da ppl~~ -.-

hahahaha...dats da very very first photo we took together..hahaha...look at us...da boy boy look

n thts my poster~

thts right after da 3rd round audition b4 we go for our....sum...uh...i also dunno wad la..hahaha..da 2nd time we put on make ups also..jaahahahah

hahaha..look at KHIM!! hahahahahaha...she look like la pi xiao xing le seriously..hahah..shhh~~

haha...dats our very last time on tv...with da top 20 altogether~sad...i think all of us cried tht night after it ends...hmmmm~

dats da finals! hahaha look at teresa's smile -.- hehe

haha...we!:D

hahah group photo...look at how glad n happy we arE!

da..... amazing TRIO! hahaha...-.-

then after da competition already...ya...we still continue to go to mediacorp for sum other performances n shows...hahaha..but da feelings r diff le..we didnt meet as often..as in da css ppl~ ya...we were drifting apart le...





THEN~~ da next batch of superstar came in le...we went to their auditions to perform~ n tht day mark our expiry date~ hahahaha -.- lame la



look at khim's expression~ hahahah..

ya~ sum of change...sum of us remain da same..like yuyang..tht day..he look abit...uh..fatter...zhiyang grow a lil fat..my hair got longer..n yiyuan hair got~~ uh..shorter.. botak? hahahah

n thts da css 1 n 2! ahahah

CSS1 ROCKS!! yea yea yea -.-

n finally it comes to their final ~ very fast hor..one year ..over just like tht~ thts y~ time dun wait for ppl de...cherish wad u have right now lor..yea..every moments...its realli precious know~~ haha..wad am i saying again~ -.-

uS~hahah performing during da css2 finals~

us again

n this photo...look at zhiyang..how much he has grown~~ hahahaha...:P

n thts one of our judge~ peter lao shi

hahahahahahah

n ok~~ thts how much i have changed all this months n years...hahaha..took this from da magazine we had last year..hahaha..except tht i got a longer hair.. n ya...:D took me quite long ya..for this post...but thts wad happened to us da css 1 ppl lor.. now...all of us..busy studying... hmmm wondeer if any of us can realli make it to da music industry but anyway...i had lots of fun with da ppl...n ya..stressful but..i realise tht there r lots of ppl realli loves me during da competition hehehehe :D k la...thts all folks! -.- kanasai~


hmmmmm...i was listening to this song " wo ai de ren" when i was posting , n i realise da starting verse ...is there sumthing like " mei you lan pa de ren sheng~" lame lor...scare me... wad life without balls or sumthing..hahaha...okok..dirty~~ -.-

relationship

hmmm...relationship has not been going well with me all this time :( da photo above is my current gf which has broken up with me.i cant say im realli happy with her but still...i love her afterall..even up till now i cant say tht i have totally forgotten abt her la..but i need to get over her..she said she had no time for, n she cant stand me...thts very sad isnt it...i didnt know if i had done my best as a bf but i know i did my part anyway..:D cheer up la adriano~~

we lasted for uh...sadly..less than 1 month? hahaha...i talked to her everything thts wrong with our relationship n i realli cant bear to leave her..but it seems like i cant save this relationship after all...wads da chinese phrase again " bu zai hu tian chang di jiu , zi zai hu cheng jing yong you " -.- wahahahaha lame la~~

up till today..i think i have uh...moved on le ba~~ i think -.- not realli sure le...uh...shit..i dunno how to express myself well..hahahahahahaha...sua la~~

wahahaha

after sum rest n stretching i have decided to continue my blog...wa super long lor...~~~ realli need alot of patience..breathe in... breathe out~ :D hahaha n as i said in da previous posts~ animals~~ -.-



da cat which made xinyi cry~

da tzitzu or sumthing...how to spell it? haha which stared at me -.- wan fight ar! come la! ahahaha

da cat which uh..was under my table while im having dinner with my family in indonesia~

da hamster~ which belongs to wel wel~

da cat which er hem~ uh...unglam when i am walking into a temple with my mom

da dog which is so big

da uh...smelly dog

pigeon!

da dog with a black lp ! hahaha oopS :X

kittens~

n lastly~ lizard~~ lame post la!!!!

HmMMM~

it has been a very long time since i last blogged ya...today...i also dunno wad wrong with me la...nothing to do..very bored so i have decided to blog on my life~ i am feeling very down nowadays. I am not realli sure why im feeling this way, things has not been going the way i want, theres family problems, friendship problems along the way, people around me~~ aiya alot alot la...

hahah..alot of things happened in this uh....around how many months it has been~ hmm...i think 6 months plus le ba or more...i dun realli remember actually...since i last posted..anyway my da other blog site, i forgot my password la u see thts why i didnt update n im lazy to la..hahahahaha :P

anyway...lets see wad had happened these few months ya...i going to browse through my photos in my current lappie..hahah... hehehe...

lets start with da past then..things i have missed this few months...they are afterall my memories u see...hahaha...painful ones, hurting ones, happy aiya..wadever la..hahahaha....haiz

yes~~ this is my house by da way..the one in indonesia

my daddy giving me my ang paos~~ asking me to PLEASE GROW UP!

yes...me with my contacts...although i dun wear them anymore..cause...uh...lazy n it wastes alot of my time cause i always took so long just to wear them

n theres my cousin...

my family:D

:D

my cousins~~ cute arent they




n thts my sister~ with my uh..relative?

n theres my daddy~ hahahaha

thts wad happen during my new year this year~~ n by the way if im not wrong, i actually took those photos to show my current gf at tht time..hahahaha...i wanted so show her my family bla bla bla....n i thought she would last long with me..haiz..thts da past nyway..hahahaha....yes.. i still miss her but things arent da samea nymore...shes quite a fun loving person afterall just tht..uh...i shant mention...hmm....ya~ nyway...talking abt her...hahaha...alot of things happen also when i was together with her, BRENDA ONG~ hahaha... i still live with my best fren tht time..cause i was working during da holiday u see~ thts how i get to know brenda n thts y i wanted to get together with her cause she lives near my frens house! hahahahaha -.-

lets see wad photos i had for her...

hmmm...the time i spend with her...sumtimes happy sumtimes sad..hahaha..we got da same phone.. i still remember tht time uhm....i live at my best fren house chester,,,uh ya.. we slept together.. we had fun, we quarrel.. we...did alot of things..hahahahaha...but uhm things have not been well between me n him anymore n i wonder if hes still my best fren..haiz...

this was taken during her bdae...ya..she wanted sushi so i bring her to sakae sushi for lunch~ hahaha

blogging was indead a tiring thing to do...wow...i am feeling dizzy already with da photos ! there r too MANY OF THEM!!! ARGH!!! but never mind..i shall be patient..hahaha...instead of feeling emo, i feel more frustrated right now..hahaha..dun realli feel like continueing this blog actually but i must presevere!!! hahahaha...-.- oh ya..da photo above..taken while uh.....we got nothing to do...n so we did sum stupid faces -.-


in da train with her~

while on da way to watch disney on ice~ with chester n his gf xinyi~~

uh...after finish our singing at da kampong chai chee karaoke thing or sumthing -.- hahaa

uhm...disney on ice... damn stupid n boring.~ for kids onli la~ seriously -.- sumhow regretted going~ khim they all was there also anyway..

uh..after the show we went...uh...im not realli sure where we went..hahaha..they very sweet hor...my best fren n his gf.. damn jealous sia!!!!!

uh in da cab with her

yes~ i know she got nice eyes~~ walau er..damn jealous so lor~ cause my eyes is so damn small -.-

gan siew~~ar~~~ at 85 market having dinner

hahaha..theres were times when welsonn came over to chester house to stay~ hahaha...we slept together...n thts uh...is tht chester or welsonn.hahahaha

hmm.. yes! we played alot of mahjong games during da holiday also..hahaha...if im not wrong..i didnt lose realli much la~

me..i joined da motorcross thing for da mediacorp..had lots of fun yea~ although during da actualy competition i lost~ :(

this are da motorbikes

hmmm...a lunch with papa mama brenda n chester..my mother was not realli happy with my gf at tht time actually..ya...aiya..she was never happy with me having gf la.hahahaha...cause da gf i have are always so....SPECIAL~~ hahahaha

haha at da factory~playing with gummy candies...

thts actually our first date together..haha:D

hahah playing with undies~ -.-



hmmm....hahaha...chester in purple.welsonn in white.gansiew in black, n marcus in brown..playing the mahjong game very seriously~

bak chor meE!!!! long time since i had mine! shit lor..i dun care i must have at least one bowl this week...although i have been rotting at home these few days~

hahaha..thts welsonn sleeping

new year time! at da factory where i am working~ hahahaha...its not easy to work there though....cause...me n chester r always so playful tht we slept very late during da night n we had to go to work early in da morning...so most of the time we were actually half concious when we r doing our work..hahahahaha...we even hallucinate~! but it was indeed fun working with a fren along:D

hahah had our meal at da marina bay~ not nice lor seriously..-.- i still prefer tian tian huoguo~ hahah....but we had fun with frens so..ya..its still worth it..



hmmm....if im not wrong...da day when i took this photo..me n chester r already not tht close already...we quarrelled b4 tht ..n seems tht things wont be da same anymore:(

da presents i gave brenda for our one months anniversary:D

i performed at tjc~ n then i saw sum of my frens there...hahaa

hahah.. see my frens having fun at this..uh..kiddy or dunno wad playground~

hhmmm....ya.....during da holidays after my o lvl alot of things happened~
friends, separated...sum went to sp...sum went to np n mostly r in tp...ME? i got into NYP...i cant blame anyone but myself for being childish all this time...didnt study la! aiyo...haiz..i shant sae anymore...hahaha...
during the holidays....i break with my 2nd gf n got myself a new gf, brenda. the time i spend with her was indeed memorable...it was fun.....but in the end...ya..we broke up...shes actually da first gf i spent most of my time with la...cause it was during da holiday ma~ so ya..can spend more time with her..`she was uh...actually da gf i loved da most also la.hahaha..ya...she made me cried alot actually..although i didnt tell her la! hmm...we r together for around one month. ya~ thts abt it , sae no more..its da past~

then , after da holiday...i think i lost my best fren, i know im in da wrong n i didnt actually talked to him abt it.. i always chose to run away from things which i usually do..i realli regretted it until this day but i dun think i can realli salvage this relationship anymore la..but honestly...i realli love this best fren of mine la..hahaha IM NOT GAY OR SUMTHING! but...ya..its da mutual kind u know...i cant sae its like...love would be a better word i think..
since then, it has been hard for me even to face him straight on his face la. haha...i read his blog. its realli saddening la...for him to sae all tht, but i cant realli blame him la...after i got into my new school, NYP. alot of things has been different la..summore i have moved to yishun, so i cant realli contact my east side frens anymore..far~ so theres a gap between us anymore la...its quite sad la...
hmmm...i realli hope tht things would be da same but its hard u see...i know~ ya...so ya~ hmmm..i realli had alot of fun memories during my secondary school with my frens. although i cant realli spend time with them anymore, i will never forget them la...haha...i will try my best to meet them more often lor..contact them....hahaha...aiya~ hahaha...so thts abt it la..things tht happen...actually there r alot le..but if i talked abt them all..wa...super long i tell u..this blog..oops! its 12.53 already...-.- haaha...hmm...i shall stop this post...n da next post shall be animals!-.- hahaha joking...