this week!

" When u say nothing at all "

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define
What's been said between your heart and mine
The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all....

i think it will take sometime for me to ever fall in love again...im sorry..


gals~

FUCK IT

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no more net no more anything~ i moved my house again... n i am facing walls once i got back home....hmmm...

cant post any photos cause currenltly im at my fren's house after one night at club last night.. it was totally saddening :'( hahaha...oh well....no one could understand how im feeling right now~~ hahahahaha...LAUGH IT OUT!! -.-"


although its just a moment of folly...hmm... forget it..im dumb like~~~ seriously ~-.-"

this is BAD~~~~

ok... hmmm...yes............. early in da morning at 9 am...im still awake n i just came back from clubbing.... hahahaha...today is GAN SIEW"S BDAE!!! HAPPY BDAE!!!! -.-" wanted to celebrate it last night but he dun wan...ok~

last night party is....~Amazing...at first i asked my secondary school frens to go but because they need to pay for da tickets so they decided not to go...sum of them never reply my smses summore..haoxin mei hao bao ar~~~ so i asked my poly school mates...got sum of em...met them at cine...n then...went to dxo...n then...they dun feel like going in...line up half way..GONE~~ without me knowing..n leaving me there alone -.-" thts very nice of them seriously.

im such a lucky boy u know.. but anyway luckily..i know alot of frens there. so ya..its still fine..so i hang out with clarence n wads his name again..uh..kingston or sumting? but is there such a weird name...uh...i remember start with k de le~~ hahaha okok

danced with them throughout...n chat n had fun! seriously~~ i dunno wads wrong with me last night but i was high!! n abit phek chek at da same time.. so last night party was FINE! ok-.-"

nyway actually im suppose to work on sat n sun...but because of sum reasons i didnt la..n i cancelled it last minute :( im realli sorry regina~~ please forgive me~~ OK! :( hope shes not angry by the way...

so... me n clarence n geraldine n...kingston? hahaha.. left at 4 am.. then we go mac.. to slack...then we talked alot...n loudly..then morning went bedok for breakfast then go home~~

so....im going to sleep... n i....am truly speechless....my frens...haiz...shall not think so much~~ sLEEP~~

hahaha..guess which is me~~

im falling down...candid shot..we r not actually walking la~~ ....posers~~-.-"

crazy boy

aWful~
wahahhaa...i did sumthing super crazy today...woke up..went to school... n after da long bus trip~ i finally reach school! n then~ i feel unwell....actually i feel unwell throughout da whole trip la~ keep cough cough then almost vomitted... haiz~ then i reach school n then i took da same bus home again -.-" seriously i think im super lame lor~ even da same bus uncle who drive da same bus looked at me -.- hahaha... n now im home! n then im going to SLEEP!! wahahah XD

LATE!!

ok~~~ school has started and im always late for school~ oh well~ not many things did happen nowadays..my parents r back from malaysia n then ...theres an underage party this saturday.. so most probably i will be going:D haha...then next week move to~ yishun liao..cause nearer to my school u see~ thts abt it~ wa~~ tired...cough* sick le la!
sleepy n waiting for da long bus trip to school..-.-" k ~ i look dumb
in da bus...emoing~ wad da hell -.- hahahaha
bugis~~ uh...y got underline one ar~ weird -.-

GAY BOY

hahaha.. this is da gayboy~~ -.- yes... da reason im posting this post because this boy seriously traumatise me~ imagine a boy..as young as 5 years old telling you ,"i love you" hahaha...n then he lie on ur shoulder...he kisses u everywhere..cheek,hand, chest,shoulder, lap and then sit on ur lap..hold my hand~ give me chocolates..bla bla bla..~ hahahaha.... this boy can be found at tampiness..hahahaha...

ok...lets change subject.. haha...thinking abt him makes me feel disgusted..hahaha... ok..lets see wad happen nowadays...my family went to malaysia again~ hahaa..they asked me to go but i didnt la..siao ar~ travel here n there..ahaha... n then on friday i went to town..met lots of frens:D haha...so long never go le..n i did sumthing embarassing..~ i tripped n punched a lady's butt ..hahaha...its was such an embarassing thing i did la! i keep luffing n apologising after tht..haha... n da thing is i realli punched her hard..cause i use my whole body weight on dat punch to support myself..haha

then...this few nights i follow my east side frens.chong hu, gan, they all for supper.. haha...so sleep vert late...i suppose to go out for shopping with my frens tday but i was not able to wake up :( hahahaha..so thts all~ TML SCHOOL REOPEN ALREADY! hahaha...ya~~ but this week i will still be living in bedok..next week then i will move to yishun~ haha

HOLIDAY!!!!

okok~~~ so many things left behind now... i dun even know how to start anymore la!!! ok... 2 months holiday n wad did i do?? let me recount first k? hehe..
1. went back to indonesia help father
2.attend wedding dinner at batam
3.learn to ride motorcycle on da street of indonesia~
4.rot -.-
5.misssess~~~ n missess~~
6.came back to school for sumthing
7.celebrate my sister bdae
8.persuaded n companied my grandparents to go for check up
9.HAD FUN!
10.came back for sumthing...although in the end cancelled...-.- okok
11.MORE MISSES~~~ :)

so....this is all wad i had done during da holidayS~~ abit lame here n there...so start with number 1! yes...i went back to indonesia for damn long time la.. no internet, no frens, nothing! so early in da morning i woke up i had to help my dad...until erm.. evening? do sum accounts although i do make sum mistakes..wahahah..then i free play games lor...
games tht i played (PS2)
1.dawn of mana
2.kingdom hearts 2
3.suikoden 4
4.valkyrie profile: silmeria

hahaha..all of them r RPG! but they r my fav k! in da past i actually always went back to indonesia just to play ps2...RPG~ no life hor...but fun la... dunno le..i tend to get into da story then like.as if im da main character also sumthing...nyway..i completed kingdom hearts 2! nice game.. n almost complete silmeria...but its getting draggy so i stopped around da end of da game...as for dawn of mana...sucks la~ waste my time nia, n for suikoden 4! shit lor...i play until one part da scene just gone like tht...as in...i need to recruit this person..so i go buy potion..then i came back..da ship with da person on it! GONE! wad da hell...n i need this person to have 100% completion know! wa...made me damn sad~~ but nvm...

okok...other than games....i did come onlin sumtimes...at first theres no internet but in the end i bug my dad to make one..ahaha...so i came online..but da speed is horrible! friendster viewing is totally impossible n i need to use those old msn version to come online..msn live is too~~ uh.. impossible for da speed of a phone line connection in indonesia~ -.- slow la...can vomit blood sumtimes..hahaha...but at least i got to get in contact with my frens :D happy~ then can chat with sumone also~~ hehe..guess~~ dun wan tell u..-.- hahahaha...

so when i am bored i play games...when i miss my frens i come online lor! then evening when i got nothing to do.. i RIDE MOTORCYCLE! hahaha...i know how to long ago just tht never try it on da road..cause my parents bu fang xin..although my younger sister rode them also..-.- im a MAN u know! i need to show them HUSE DA MAN!! ya know~~ so ride it..! yeah! hahaha..-.- i ride to uh...da mountain side to where my grandparents live lor.. every evening we will go up there for dinner...haha.. n my aunt got another baby gal! N N OH MY GOD!!! HOW CAN I FORGOT TO TAKE PHOTO OF HER!!! ARGH!! -.- shes so damn cute lor...although i always made her cry~~ poor thing..hahaha...

so when i ride motorcycle...sumtimes i wil fetch my dad....hmm..it feels kinda warm...its feels like i have grown up n i need to take care of him..in da past...im always sitting behind him..but now..i am da one riding da motorcycle while he behind me...hmmm... :D how to sae ar....hahahah....ya...kinda touching..sobs~~ my dad getting old~~

hahahaha...so ya...then i got this 3 gal frens...abit funny...3 of em went to batam ! 3GALS! but there r not worried...but I AM ! wabiang..wad if anything were to happen to them -.- wabiang er...but in the end nothing happen la...one of em got a bf summore...ahaha..

then..yes~ i rot! no night life, no shopping,no movies...nothing! hahaha...but ok la..at night sumtimes i sing with my karaoke system! haha...noisy noisy! then will rent dvds to watch..watched "SECRET". ItS NICE LOR! hahaha seriously..tht time in singapore actually wan to ask any gal fren watch with me..but no chance ler~~ hahaha.... i cried ya:D when i watch da show..nice! hahaha

then i got come back to singapore as i got sumthing on.. for 2 days nia~ hahaha..today come tml go back...fun ar like tht..hahaha

n then...dunno its a trend or wad la...seriously theres alot of ppl getting married these few months..i attended quite alot..haha...n one of em i went to batam..n da good thing is...batam da ppl know me also! hahaha...-.- hehe

then theres my sister bdae which falls on 30september! i bought 2 bags for her! hahaha from batam..hello kitty one...kinda childish for her actually..hahaha....but nvm la..shes onli 12...hehehe...i use my own money de hor! hahaha...

then while in indonesia, i keep thinking abt alot of things...everynight without fail i will like... think abt wad happen all this time, wad i am doing, wads happening around me... actually at first place i didnt even wan to come back to indonesia to help my dad, u see i've been alone all this time in singapre until i got used to it liao...so whether to see my parents or not i wont feel anything sadly...hahaha...n i dun wan to go back also because of sumone la...i wanted to uh..uh....woo? hahahaa. but in the end~ im glad i came back la :D suprisingly this time i came back, i see more things, i can feel my family love this time, i dunno how to explain le~~ hmm...but i have grown abit more mature la..i think :) hehehe... glad i did came back anyway, actually promised 2 weeks back to help onli, but when im back there, i think my family realli needs me la!! hahaha...not like they cant live without me but...afterall im part of this family u see :) ya...n my parents r getting old while me~ growing biggerr n older~ ya know~ haha...so i cant keep being selfish n ya~ Gals is not everything! u know..-.- i always keep my gf as priority~~ THIS IS BAD~~~ hahahaha...

n then...ya..everyday keep hearing my parents nag at my grandparents for check up..cause old ppl tend to be stubborn u know..dunno why..but they r like tht u see~~ so in the end i think i need to do sumthing...n my conclusion...ask my grandparents to go for check up while me company them. n then..they agreed...so i went to malaysia for check up with my grandparents n one of my cousin :D cause u see, my grandma got heart problems...she get angry easily while my grandpa got trouble with his kidney n bladder. so ya we went...but they keep quarreling de le~~ when im with my grandma onli..she will talk bad things abt my ah gong, then while im with ah gong, he will talk abt bad things with grandma.. im like da peacekeeper among 2 of em know..then my cousin also cant do nything..keep like "gong gong" like tht onli...when we just arrive a malaysia, my grandparents quarrel summore...then my ah ma on my right..angry...then my ah gong keep complaining abt da taxi fare which raise from 100 to 120 to other n at da same time angry with my ah ma on my left.. then me! ALONE IN DA CENTRE~~ dunno wad to do.. n i had to find one taxi for em while each of them r angry with each other...wa~~ frustrating..hahaha...but sumtimes abit funny la..i told ah gong, if ah ma nag u...u treat shes farting while ahma..if ah gong scold u, u treat him hes farting also ok~ set~~ hahaha

aiya...alot of trouble one la..my ah gong go malaysia wan food onli...my ah ma le...wan shop onli...so when my ah gong want eat. my ah ma angry...then when my ah ma want to shop... my ah gong angry..hahahaha..so...one night..i had to personal company each of em...company my ahma shop first then go hotel fetch ahgong, bring him go eat -.- hahaha...

i went to malaysia on sunday..from indonesia...arrive at batu pahat..took taxi to malacca...n monday go check up..tuesday morning went to kl...today..i rushed back cause got sumthing on at mediacorp...n SUPRISINGLY~ when i reached singapore..my item is cancelled...oh GREAT~~~ i came back alone all da way from kl while leaving my grandparents...so cool right~~~~ -.-


hahaha..thts my cousin....adri..his name...mine adriano..his adri..hahahahaha...

uh...its him again..nothing to do la..thts y do all this stupid stuff -.- haha..but quite fun de le~~

uh...n thts me!!! whahaha...obscene ya know~

haha...my youngest sister~~ cute hor...ya~~` -.-

uh me -.-

me again...but this one taken at batam...b4 da wedding starts~ hahaha..

my family :D:D hahaha...im da onli single eye lid in my family!! ARGH!! hahaha

my sis~~ this is her bdae celebration nyway :) happy 12TH bdae!

my godgrandparents n grandparents..hahaha..

my ah gong n sister

my kang kong n kang ma~ hahahaha..

cutting cake...~

then MALACCA MALAYSIA!! hahahaha...-.- yea yea.. this is da~~ dunno wad river..hahah

dunno wad bridge at malacca...we just take for fun la..hahaha..not realli interested..wahahaha..

sum fort at malacca...this place is one of da tourist attraction in malacca...my ahgong fren brought us here~ da church behind is built in 1521!! n da statue behind me , if im not wrong is sir francis...i think..cant realli remember le~ hahahaha







taken at klcc

taken at da mountain top

twin tower~

nice steps hor~

PEACE!!!





big n ancient church

da coolest photo i had taken!! hahaha...style hor~~ -.-



taken in da bus~~~ while on da way back to singapore from kl~~ hahahaha...-.-sleepy face


ya~~~ thts all tht happened...hahaha....reach singapore at around 430 i think...hahaha..got home n rest..until now then i blog:D haha...ya...although i didnt realli enjoy my holiday but i had a MEANINGUL ONE!!! aahahaha....i miss singapore! nights ..n da ppl in it~ hahahaha...tired le la~~ i need to sleep..i didnt sleep well these few days..sleep late, but woke up early...thnking of gals! oh my GAWD!! this is bad~~ hahaha.... hehe :P