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Sunday, December 30, 2007

photograph

wow...finally im back from indonesia..haha..did sumhow miss my family..talked alot with my dad also...hmmm..lazy to talk abt wad happen. hahaha...will post da photos taken at my hometown balai soon~

anyway...the night before i went back i went for dinner at whampoa..n we ate steamboat! fish head steamboat.

hahaha..n its nice :D haha...even my frens said so..i intro de k~
n because were da last customers..we got lots n lots of fish n veggie inside da steamboat..haha.. it onli open from 5 to 10..we reach at 9 n we waited till ten for our steamboat...good business there..haha
these 2 photos are taken during my relative wedding... quite long ago liao..around 7 months ago??? or more.. nyway thts my mom, me,sister and god sister

n then last night i went to dxo to perform..hope i did well~ :D thts darrel n tammy in da photo taken on da dancefloor..i didnt realli enjoy last night i guess...hmmm..
n this is daobin n me..haha...taken at 6 am pub at boat quay..hahah...i look shagged..we went there after da party ended with winnie ,chiwen n frens..


hmm...then...let me show u sum interesting...n funny photos..hahahaha..-.-" lame.

this is my god brother... he bites :P

baby beab XD

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

When you say nothing at all

Here's da vid..


too bad most of da crowd left le..n too bad the camera memory full also.. didnt record da whole song..but nvm..wan watch..come to DXO this saturday!!! wahahaha..-.- lame~~

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! haha

ok...finally i am going to update my blog..haha...although i still haven got da pictures from my frens though..so not much photos will be displayed for now..

ok...anyway just to help my cousin and sumhow myself, theres an underage party at DXO this saturday 29th..it is sumhow to celebrate da upcoming new year and~~ im performing!! haha..lame hor..my cousin n frens are the one who organise this party.. most probably i will be singing only 2 songs which is Bei pan and When you say nothing at all. haha..

lets talk abt~~
friday night!! haha...i went to find sandra...cause its sandra birthday! haha happy bdae sandra~ belated actually -.-" haha..went to find her at bugis..topone ktv..not bad :D had fun..haha..
no photos though..its with sandra's frens i think..dun realli remember liao...after tht she company me to cine with her frens while i meet my poly fren, mingsheng n winnie for a while n then we left to Illuzion at neil road to celebrate jaslyn birthday! haha..sandra's collegue and her birthday is on da same day as sandra..
while at da pub..saw lynda n jon from pss2..aha...i drank around 4 glasses here of alcohol here..sang sum songs also..
me, sandra :) , jaslyn n yihui
look at da mess we had made...hahaha...after tht went boat quay to find miyake n who knows..just nice we reach da boat quay..we saw winnie and yuyang crossing da road! such a coincidence right..i didnt even know they going down lor...so i went to join yuyang frens at blue blaze for a while, i drank again.. 5 glasses? haha...cause i lost at da...5 10..with yuyang frens..haha winnie was drunk~~~

then after tht went to another pub, music heritage to find sandra,yihui and miyake..hahaha..down there i made fren with this guy called andy..we chat alot with each other abt singing..n he can sing well too :D haha.. he's good in canto while me in chinese..haha..then we also sing together... n then...i drank again..yay~~ -.-"

haha..then after tht i went to bottoms up..da last pub liao..i actually went around 4 of em if im not wrong..haha..companied miyake who is in bad mood..wonder wad happen? haha...drank again~~~ jacintha, fion and eileen came to join us after tht ...drank alot alot more because i lost at 5 10 again -.- haha..super duper drunk... but sandra didnt take care of me~~ :( hahahaha... i met this guy call chris also..damn good with magic...surprised me ...:D

but although im realli drunk, i forced myself to be awake cause i need to attend my god grandfather funeral later..6 am le~~ then i send sandra home n after tht i went back...n then..i dunno wadever happened i was lying on da toilet floor...haha then after tht went to da funeral liao..haha..damn tired la!!!
reach there around 12..late actually.. cause i was lying on da toilet floor..haha...da funeral place was very near amk where my fav lor mee is..haha..after da ceremony ends i went to da lor mee stall to eat my lunch..damn nice :D
haha..after da meal..chat ..entertain my relatives with my voice..haha..although i lost my voice liao..sang alot alot tht night u see..at da pub..never realli sleep..n drank alot also, around 20 glasses?..so wad do u think..
then..after dinner, during evening time..i got nothing better to do...so i walked around n i saw this cat..haha.. it was resting?
went nearer and it stretches itself..
n then it lies on da floor waiting for me to sayang him? hahaha...then i walked away..ahahahah...not interested -.- went home around...9 pm n then i sleep throughout till da next day at 8 pm then i woke up..damn cool right..haha..then i call chong hu n alvan to go to the funeral with me...we gambled there...mahjong n 21 points n daidee? n this alvan ar..die also dun wan to play with money...during mahjong la..cause he not realli sure of the game and he keep repeating tht he got bad luck...haha..even during our dai dee game...which we decided to play with money... he still keep repeating tht he lost easily...n u guess wad happen?
i lost throughout da game -.-" wad da hell! haha..n alvan is da biggest winner..look at da coins on da table..my aunt gave it to me k! cause she pity me k!! shit..im so pathetic ~ i actually lost $200!! haha..no la..joking.. 2 dollars nia..hehe.. :P


anyway its winnie heng birthday today!! haha..although she celebrated it yesterday..i overslept actually..wonder y i cant sleep yesterday tht i actually fell asleep at 12 pm yesterday then i woke up at around 6 pm..but still i cant get enuff sleep actually..my face look so bloody funny and weird can~~~
ok...u know y..9 am..almost fell asleep when this stupid dog came in to wake me up..hahaha...so nothing better to do..cant sleep also..take photo of it lor...n i realise it got a new costume.cute right -.-"
it stares at me...
n then soon it fell asleep..
look at it sleepy look~~~~~ oh~~~
guess wad it is licking..haha
its ear shit it just scratched on!!!
wow...i actually got double eye-lid when i m just awake..hahaa...disappear soon after la...how nice if it can stay da whole day...hahaha :P

hahaha...okok..i went to da place quite late..at around 9.15 i reached. it is called Ink bar i think. it is around uh...city hall mrt station..quite a classy place actually...not many crowd..quite n romantic..haha..then i was looking at this group of singers at da stage..then i was thinking if i could dedicate a song for winnie since its her bdae...
winnie on stage while they r singing happy birthday..haha

then after da group sang a bdae song for winnie, winnie help me to ask for a permission to sing..hahahaha... damn paiseh can.. summore this song im going to sing im not sure of da lyrics quite yet...hahaha...i even asked da person to help me when im singing..tell me all da lyrics n things..haha..u can see me keep asking da person on da right for da lyrics..damn funny..XD
ahaha..after this i went up...then they ask me if i got sumthing to sae to her..then i said wish she is happier n prettier every year..then thts all.. then they ask me.. "is tht all?" hahaha..i sae ya~~ they asked me again.. "Realli thts all ??" hahaha..they must have thought im her bf la..or wadever.

i look damn shagged lor!!!! die le la~
after tht we went to cine..whole lot of ppl there la..lots of em :P haha..alot of frens also..hahahaha...very poor thing le..winnie secondary school frens went to ink bar to find her but she left da place le...sad hor..haha... then i saw my secondary frens at cine also..very happy to see them.. but haiz...see da way the treat me..very sad liao :( i got bad mood for the whole night because of this matter
while outside kobayashi...my face realli cannot make it lor~~ haha..




after tht ...i went to find sandra a while at amk hub..then after she went home i go to~~ uh...dxo to find chong hu..they r drinking n clubbing there for a while..got free flow from 9pm to 1 am actually..i didnt know..went there late also..haha...soon after tht...we went boat quay with alex n frens.. damn packed la..alot of frens there also..haha like yuyang la..winnie la..etc...

still smiling...
hahaha...fall dead.~~~ hahaha

hmm..thursday i am sending my god grand father off liao..as in...da 7th day of the funeral n after tht going back indonesia liao...haha...coming back on 29th to perform!!!!! haha.. and 31st got event at hougang mall also..thts all ..tata..took me so long to update this blog..-.-

Saturday, December 22, 2007

"s"haggy


woah~ today morning i found myself lying on da toilet floor~~ cool man...-.-" y..drunk and super duper tired...drank alot alot last night..but i promised my father to attend da funeral thts y i realli force myself hard to keep myself awake..although i drank alot..haha but i did had fun...hahaha.. -.-"
i just came back after attending my god grandfather funeral :(

hmmm...i may not be close with him.. but when putting my god family situation in my own shoes,i can feel da heart ache inside their hearts,especially watching them crying, it realli affects me too...

hahahaha...i cant blog le la...dying soon..seriously.. alot of interesting things to talk abt.. but.. tml night la!!! argh... ZzZzzzZzz~ ta ta~~ -.-"

Thursday, December 20, 2007

hari raya

hahaha...i just came back from clubbing!!!!! -.-" very lame hor..i actually didnt know tht today is public holiday le...ok..lets see...woke up in da evening..n decided to find my frens who said they r going clubbing for last night....there r 3 groups of em...firstly winnie, yvonne and lingyi..

winnie last minute told me she cant make it cause she at east coast...but in the end she came to find me anyway :D so shes forgiven...hahahaha.... then lingyi lost her wallet while yvonne, her bf coming out of da camp today..dunno wadever it is called la..haha

but at first when winnie said shes not coming n all da others cant make it, even mingsheng n others...i felt very sian...cause i just realised i was left alone...pangseh~~ wabiang..very sad..haha then i smsed yuyang n guess wad..hes going clubbing also -.-" wahahahah..so in the end met him at central at around 10 plus.. n after much thinking we decided to go to zouk..as winnie might go there n i got frens there too...

reached zouk at 12...we took train n then walked there...haha..saw hagen on the way. when we reaching, i saw one whole bunch of ppl around zouk area...so i got a very bad feeling abt it n thought zouk close down or sumting -.- n there r police around also..thts y..but in the end..because its lady's night n its public holiday eve...its full house..n for goodness sake..its realli packed with a whole lot of ppl..i dun think even if we got in..we can actually move properly...so we left da place..n to MOS! wa...luckily da place there isnt as packed as zouk...still can move around...heng ar~ so stayed there..n winnie reach at around 1.30 with chiwen..met sum ppl there also...n most of them came from zouk..hahaha...

so its like....we travel back n forth...-.-" very lame...central...to tiongbahru, walk to zouk..cabbed to mos...which is very near central...wa....hahahaha

after da party which end at 5...because theres sum fight at around 4...thts y extend to 5..weird..dunno la..we walked to sum kopitiam to eat ...supper...or breakfast? haha.. then winnie keep joking abt going sentosa to watch sunrise..-.-" haha..

n finally..im home now!!! wa...dunno la...later maybe still going out for sum karaoke session at night.. want to go..but i also need to rest..but i very long never sing le! so.. hmmmm
hahaha...found this...car...look da wordings on it..familiar hor..INITIAL D!!! yay~~~ but..
its not the AE86 -.-" hahahaha..found this at alvan house carpark..
went to find n chat with him few days ago..alvan i mean..its quite fun to get back to sum old frens sumtimes :) alot of things to talk abt...catch up~ haha..but uh..this photo..i take until its like kinda spooky ya...-.-"
hahaha..this is da zouk crowd...haha..at da entrance...theres alot more along the way...i wonder how the ppl even squeeze inside...n or even dance... haha..

oh my god..i just had my supper...then my aunt just cooked pizza~ if i dun eat very paiseh..so im eating one now~ wahahaha...okok...anyway...there r photos took in da club last night..try to get from my frens..thts all~~ sleeping at...dunno wadever time..haha

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

early in da morning

oh my god~ im troubled by my frens thts i slept at 10 am in da morning just now..n i feel so damn tired right now la..-.-" sian... wa...y am i blogging at first place...hahahahahahaha...bo liao~

Monday, December 17, 2007

Star Awards 2007

oh..its saddening~~ cause this year star awards im onli involved in da post show..no performance or anything..just went there to watch n ...uh.. join da crowd? haha...nvm..but this year i get to take a whole lot photos than last year...hahaha. but! im having headache n i dunno wad happen, i look very pale, i my hair look....uh...weird? hahaha..but nvm i sumhow still enjoy da whole process...although its cold inside da studio...phew~~

i just reach home not long ago..went to 85 to eat supper with khim n yuyang..yuyang seems sick...ok..he better take good care of himself. ok..today i woke up at around 5...but it seems tht tht much sleep wont help my head to recover..actually im suppose to sleep right now, but i didnt..cause im blogging..ok lame...

anyway this year star awards is held, as usual in mediacorp itself, not like last year, where it was held at St james..where it gives a different kind of feel to it..anyway this year..there r alot of stars which i want to take photo with..but its not easy know..took alot of courage n bla bla bla...haha-.-" n most of da time they dun allow us to take.this year stars which i want to take photo with.. 5566, mingdao, luo Zhixiang! and da korean star... jaehoon or sumthing? hahaha

in the end of da day...i onli manage to secretly take with wang ren fu and sun xie zi..y? hahaha..cause just now i pick up my courage n went to them. i asked them," can i take photo with you all? cause it seems tht we never get to take because its not allowed da last time? so can i?" i asked very politely.
so wang renfu said," y dont u all quickly just stand beside us n take? "
hahahahahah...i was quite surprised..but nvm..i am happy afterall..theres a period of time when i was very crazy for them know~ like when i was.....uh... sec 1 or 2? i think...haha :D

so i take a photo with them...n i helped yuyang also...n it seems tht after tht its not allowed already cause their manager don't allow, he found out..n its also to prevent more n more ppl taking photos with them :D

n then..when da post show started...i managed to record da korean star performance n got sum snaps of him..haha, it is very rare for him to come to sg i think..so better keep some for memories :D


hmm...so today..i reached there at 7 with yuyang. met him b4 tht at eunos..go for sum make up n hair-do..n waited at studio 1. n while we were on our way there.. while waiting for lift..we saw luozhixiang! wow..da first sight of him..SHUAI n TALL!! hahaha... -.-" ok im reali short la u see...then yuyang n da rest of da guys from css 2 keep saying.. AHxiang come already! or ZHIXIANG!! hahaha then i damn scared he will hear it -.-" i hope he didnt..cause we r standing very near him... so he got onto da lift.. n we waited for another one..then.. da korean star came -.-" it seems tht we wont be able to get into da lift..we give way...n then...david gan n fann wong came..hahaha..so..in the end we climb da stairs..haha..pathetic...-.-"

anyway did u guys watch asian idol?? haha.. hady mirza won! ok...but actually i prefer mike from indonesia..seriously, he can sing damn well n his voice is woah...powerful, can fight with international singers for sure...hmmm...never mind..congrats to hady :D
ok...this da css 2 ppl sitting n waiting...nothing better to do so we take photo lor~~~ -.-"thts ben with da big smile anyway..
fukuan yuyang n me..hahaha...look at our fake smile! hhahahaha damn funny...yuyang n sick n me is..sumhow sick n pale...ok..dun realli have much mood to take photos actually.
fukuan n me...ok..fierce look~~ cool man -.-
ok..we realli got nothing better to do~~~~ hahahahaha...

da chocolate fondue!! :P
da kids from css1 !!!:D haha..kids or... uh..teens actually..haha
da waitress who served us with lots of sandwich..hahaha..we ate lots n lots of em..we r realli damn hungry..yuyang ate da most..around 20 of em??? hahaha
me n pornsak..haha.. newcomer award..he got it:D
it seems tht acting cool is realli not for me..yuyang can do it much better..hahahahaha..


da chicks...hahaha
ruth n me...with yvonne at da back..she keep saying i look like sugie..do i???
ok..this is me yvonne n ruth..
one whole group of us

ok..im almost killed in this one..haha
here u are..haha finally~ last year didnt get to take photo with them..haha.not allowerd
after this khim n da rest tried to ask but not allowed liao..hhehe..
this is taken when he is practicing before da show starts..
ok...it starts n..
he starts singing live!
hahaha...shuai not?ok..i took all this because my sister wants it..haha
this photo looks cool right..wonder wad happen?? haha.. da lighting effect n everything..haha
5566~~


performing..
me n felicia.. but...blur~~
felicia chin n yuyang.
a group photo with dawn n nat....hahaha...n uh... i look constipated or wad? y am i holding my tummy...stomach ache??? haha

anyway..i gotta sleep le..getting late..4 am in da morning..haha...night!! uh...thts all...haha