hoping for a better change...

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

december:(

another year is going to be over very soon~ time passes damn fast n i realli wonder if i did alot of valuable n meaningful thing this year...hmmm..i gained alot of experiences actually, in life, as a person, how to handle things ,everything...but sadly, there r alot of ppl who came into my life n left me...

Christmas is coming in around 2 weeks time..still remember last time i used to hang out with my secondary school frens at town..spraying around with da wadever snow spray...wow! just wondering.. if we could be like da past again ..where all of us..me, chester, wel,gan, marc, chonghu, guohao,edwin, shawn, will be together, luffing n having fun together~ :(

i had too many group of different frens actually..so its kinda hard to stick them all together.but i realli try hard to get in contact with them..i dun wan to lose my frens like last time ever again..like my primary school frens, where i hardly get into contact with em anymore...my east side frens also...our distances r getting further n further apart...sumtimes when i came back east to find out tt theres sum misunderstandings between our frens,i will feel very sad,n wonder if i can do sumthing to help...but of cos..as always i make things worst..hahahaha..

reflecting upon myself...hmm..played enuff, flirt enuff....hahahaha..common test this week..wow..im in poly for~~ 9 months already! but did i realli study?? no~~ of cos not! n it is very bad!

n putting my studies aside...my friendship...very messed up...relationship? WORST! haha.. i had altogether 4 ex gf? n which i realli did have a serious time with? shuld i sae none? or shuld i sae i got a not realli good gf? hmm..actually theres no one to blame except for da both parties... i think i just shuld wait n see...until da right one comes ba:)

ok...end of the year...keeps raining almost everyday! n im very free..got lots of time to reflect upon myself..but wads da result? nothing...hahaha..keep thinking upon things itself doesnt reali help actually.. ACtion is important now..but...-.-" im always lazy...wonder wad happen to me all this years..im getting lazier n lazier!!ARGH!! hahaha

SPOP voting is out man!! yea~~

http://spop.mediacorptv.sg/voting.htm

frens hu see this link..please do me a favour n vote k! its going to be quite troublesome..cause u need to sign up for da member... SONG 10! :D thanks ar!

ok...last night..chiwen sent me some photos tht we took on her camera..like below..took it during da recording mentioned on da last post..



n i think...on friday ba...i went out with winnie..n she realli spent alot..n chiwen joined us later on..n we went to da airport to meet aaron~ haha hes working there..i think i look like a bloody retard on da photo below..n i think i got skinnier also!-.-

winnie n chiwen tried to hide themselves when i got into da toilet..but it seems..they failed..
took this in da train..hahhaa.look at da stupid couple..-.-"




me n chiwen
n tonight..i went serangoon prata again with chonghu..cause he misses da prata there~~ talked n chat..n ya..i saw da director of 881 there..royston tan..haha..cant get his photo though..paiseh :P
da prata we had..tissue n bomb prata...still got nasi goreng ayam kunjit n seafood hor fun..n of cos..my fav teh o peng! hahaha

came home around 1 hour ago...n i feel very cold n start to sneeze...getting sick actually..long time since i last exercise..hmm..need to find time to exercise soon..i think i going to have my medicine b4 i sleep also...drinking my fav tea right now~ ya..thts all for today

choices n decisions? or self control?

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